Friday, January 13, 2012

Choice..


Back pensive here
Mournful melody floated in my heart
Trying to recall
The past is exceeded

Remembering the smile in my life
Remembered the tears in my path
All occurred within the limited time

I ..
Back ponder here
Faraway look forward
Seeing all the ambitions and dreams

Segments of life that will be gone through
Neatly arranged like a mystery
waiting unfold
Waiting to be understood

A hesitancy to curb
Create a branch in a choice of my life
Should I admit my ego?
Or lying to honesty feelings
To live the rest of my life

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

You..


You ..
Should you not here
You ..
You should not be understood

You're like poison
Who would not stop leads
In a destruction

You've destroyed everything
Any belief that there
You're blinding my heart
With that smile

I can not deny
Too hard to end
To kill this feeling

You ..
Should you go
While it may hurt me

I realize all happen
Probably not your fault
But my fault too praised
You ..

Friday, January 6, 2012

Mystery..


My eyes closed, my consciousness has disappeared
When a mystery comes over
Build a big question mark
Terrorize each sleeping
 

Curiosity greet every day
Provoked me to look for a meaning
But when I think about the meaning
My brain melted, could not solve it

All mouth throwing meaningless words
Creating a branch in my mind
Screw with a great sense of confusion
Hearty laugh when I knelt in front of him

That question continues to fluctuate
Choke me with curiosity
Slapped me as a loser

A sweet surprise waiting to be revealed
Or the bitter reality comes disruptive
Forced to make difficult decisions
To burst open all meaning
Or stand by and let
Remains a mystery ..

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Paradoks..


I felt something strange
Rooted in my heart
Ambiguous ruling in my mind
Screw up feeling weak

Sometimes I think love reigns
Toss beautiful soul
But the hate threatening destiny
Since the end of love destroyed

Sometimes a sense of optimism rose
I am the most powerful
When the fear of picking me up
Make me a coward

Wish I opened all the curtains feelings
With a courage and honesty
But often I think back
Let hypocrisy laugh out loud

I must say ..
This is my life of darkness
Dissolved in the deepest solitude
Loose, not go back again ..

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

My Love

I want to be the one
The one who is always with you

Sleep with your soul
Life from your breath
Hold your hand
Embrace you with all my love
Together we dive into the day
Until the end of time

You are the one that I want
Someone who understands me
I will wipe away all of your tears
I'm going to dispel fears
Because I love you

But you'll never know
There will never be ..

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Quiet..


Quiet
Without sound and words
Insulate the soul feels empty
Broken..
When a stone thrown into
Uncover the clear water pond
Plop ..
All passed and stopped
And quiet back again